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move to space.
i've come to a kind of realisation. quite ironically, i got it from shah and michaelj's soccer teachings. it's quite simple really: we're always "moving to space" in soccer. it's part of the strategy, to move to empty space, to the flanks to receive the ball and to push it forward. but it seems for me i do that alot in real life too. part of it comes from my being a (mild) claustrophobe. i love wide open spaces, open skies, wide expanses of untamed land. i hate crowds and being underground. unfortunately that includes normal gatherings as well. even if all the people are my friends, even if i know all of them, i just cannot - CANNOT - stand being in the middle of that crowd. im always gravitating to the edges, to "empty space" in that sense. maybe that's why i like to be alone sometimes. when noisy gatherings become too much, i just like to take a walk somewhere, alone with my thoughts, enjoying the open spaces and the weather. for me it's the greatest feeling in the world. though i won't mind someone for company =) it's a personality thing la. i can't really talk properly in large groups; 1 on 1 though, i can relate to just about anybody. that's why in large groups, i either single out a person to talk to or i just keep quiet. yar venetia if you're reading this: u asked why i was so antisocial right. that's the reason. |
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