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yar i promised to blog yesterday (ok technically 2 days ago since it's past midnight) but what to do, i was tired.
hmm mixed feelings now. about others and about myself. on one hand, i have no idea what somebody is up to. okay make that 2 ppl, i have no idea what they're up to. just so you know, those 2 ppl aren't related. it's 2 separate problems. and as for me... aiyah it's quite stupid la, but i realised that i've been really really slack for the last couple of years. really REALLY slack. parents just gave me a wake-up call.... my performance is probably worse than some poly students. yeah dun give me that rhetoric about how poly students aren't bad and all..... what i mean is simply that i'm performing wayy below par. and so i have a new revision plan. u won't be seeing me online much now, if at all. they're still giving me a lot of room, even now. mustn't let my parents down. hopefully by announcing it here, i'll be able to keep to that resolution. go me. afterthought: i think i'll follow up on that 2nd paragraph. this is, after all, a diary of sorts, and there's stuff that i want to remember. i told myself that i'm done, and i won't go back. so why do i keep drifting back in that same direction? if i don't stop soon i'll just get hurt. again. this time for no good reason. and not only that. i'll be hurting others too. argh please. let go. |
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